This is it………

Lam mu namiss kita kagabe.. dati kasi lage kang andyan e.. araw araw.. gusto mu lagi akung safe nakakauwe kaya lagi kang nakabantay sakyen.. pero kagabe, bakyet ganun, wala ka? Nalungkot tuloy aku.. kasi nasanay aku na nandyan ka.. ngayun kasi bihira na kitang makita.. bihira na kitang makausap.. tas kahapon, saktong hinahanap kita.. pero un nga.. wala ka.. L

Namiss ku ung dati na andyan ka lang palage.. kahet di ka nagsasalita at daldal naman aku ng daldal, ok lang.. basta alam kung andyan ka.. weird noh?! Wala lang.. gives me comfort to know that you’re always there.. (naks english! Hehe! J) alam ku naman na andyan ka pa din e.. just because i don’t get to see you often doesn’t mean you’re not there.. (english ule! J) wala lang.. kakamiss lang.. kasi naman dati lagi lagi kang andyan, di kita pinapansin.. tas ngayun naman hinahanap kita.. you really don’t know what you’re missing ’til it’s gone.. (3 na! hehe! J) haaay.. kakasad.. basta I’ll see you when I see you.. I’ll talk to you when I talk to you..

I’m getting tired.. of everything.. seems like everything I do is of no use.. I have to literally drag myself just to get through the day.. this is not me.. at least not the old me.. I used to be a bubbly person..  but now, all the bubbles are slowly bursting one by one.. and the worst part is I feel so alone.. I dunno.. I have my friends and all but I can’t seem to reach out to any of them.. they have their own lives to live so why burden them with my worries.. crap.. I feel sooo pathetic.. on the contrary, I am sooo pathetic.. I have the word loser written on my face.. grr.. I hate this.. I hate me..

“Wag kang umiyak,mahaba man ang araw
Uuwi ka sa yakap ko
Wag mo ng damdamin kung wala ako sa iyong tabi
Iiwan ko ang puso ko sa iyo
At kung pakiramdam mo’y wala ka ng kakampi
Isipin mo ako dahil puso at isip ko’y nasa yong tabi
Kung wala ka ng maintindihan
Kung wala ka ng makapitan
Kapit ka sa akin, kapit ka sa akin
Di kita bibitawan Di kita pababayaan
Kapit ka, kumapit ka “

– Wag ka ng umiyak (Sugarfree)

“Asahan mo
Mula ngayon pag ibig ko’y sa’yo”

– Sundo (Imago)

“I see you, beside me
It’s only a dream
A vision of what used to be
The laughter, the sorrow
Pictures in time
Fading to memory
How could I ever let you go
Is it too late to let you knowI try to run from your side
But each place I hide
It only reminds me of you
When I turn out all the lights
Even the night
It only reminds me of you”

– Only reminds me of you (MYMP)

“Know life hasn’t been much fun at all
Since you’ve been gone
And my eyes begin to fill
Each time I hear a sound
I spent every minute asking myself
What went wrong
Can’t we try to talk it over baby
Come back home‘Cause I’m half crazy
Feelin’ sorry for myself
Half crazy
Worried you’d find someone else to love
But baby there is no-one else
Half crazy
For everything you saying
Half crazy
No one else could love you like I do”

– Half-Crazy (Freestyle)