I’ve always believed that no matter how sad or tired I am, I can always find solace in the sound of your voice. Your comforting words. I still believe in that. And probably I will always will. (that didn’t sound right. WTH, I can’t even blog right right now. Hahaha!) I tried and I did. But I guess I never found it. I wanted to but I couldn’t. At least not right now. I am not making any sense or am I?

I’m losing it. Brain cells. Dead right. Yeah, they are starting to vanish every minute. Don’t state the obvious! Haha! Crap. This is a bunch of crap!

So what will you bring if you’ll be trapped in a deserted island? A boat! Nice answer! I likeee! Laughs out loud.

To be continued.. (if I ever find my way back to sanity)

I got off from work later than I planned so I had to quickly run through all my remaining to do’s before leaving. Double checked if I was able to pack everything that I needed for my 4 days away from home. And by home, I meant my apartment. 2 bags crammed with all my things? Check! So, off I went. Dang! I forgot to withdraw before I left the office so instead of going straight to the Path, I went back to the office building to do so. Careless deed #1!

Arriving in Path, I realized that I don’t have a loaded Metrocard! So I immediately bought one and skimmed through the crowd. Reaching 14th,I dropped off so I can transfer to a 6 in Union Square. Stopped by a T-mobile store to have my fone reloaded and Duane Reade to buy a couple more things I needed. Dang! I can’t find my Metrocard! Checked my pockets, my wallet, my bag but wasn’t able to find it. Careless deed #2. Left me no choice but to buy another one. Talk about tough luck.

I was dead beat when I finally reached tita liza’s place. I was literally catching my breath. Anyway, I had dinner and long chat with her.

On our way to PA, we passed by the NY Yankee Stadium. I just had to say it. Anyhoo, we kinda got lost on our way to Penn Estate. The supposedly 2-hour drive doubled. So when we finally reached the place, it was almost 2 am.

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Following morning, we headed to Camelbeach water park/ Camelback ski resort. Well, it’s a water park during summer and a ski resort during winter. Neat huh?! 2 words – super fun! Back in the house, we had a barbecue feast for dinner, drinks and long game of Pictionary to cap off the day. We won by the way. On my team – Angel (captain), tita liza, mommy lu and me. The runner ups – tito dan, tita elsie, tita blanchie and tita fem.

Sunday turned out to be a Philly day. We drove for about an hour or so to see the ever famous Liberty Bell and eat the even more famous Philly Cheese Steak. We probably spent an hour and a half exploring the place and learning its history. And another hour and a half standing in line for Jim’s Steaks. Apparently, the place is Philly landmark.

At home, we had another feast but we were mostly tired so nobody stayed up really late.

Last day was a choice between going to a winery or bushkill falls. Since the winery was way far off, we just decided to check out the bushkill falls – Niagara of PA. 2 words – amazing experience!

On our way home, we stopped by Crossings Outlet. I bought 2 whites – a shirt and a sweater.

What a weekend! And I owe it all to tito dan and tita liza. Many thanks! *super hugz*

Oh, and by the way, I found the Metrocard stuck in one of my bags. Geez!

** idea of posting this entry was taken from groaling nala.. *wink*

I am currently torturing myself by listening to a disheartening song over and over and over. This is in the hope that I will eventually feel numb and all of these will go away. I get caught up staring blankly on various things like this originally blank sheet. It took me about 15 minutes to realize that I have been lost in my own perception. I need to get a grip. A sanity check perhaps. How? I have no clue.

I feel bruised. My mind is blistered with pointless thoughts of uncertainty. Picking up the pieces of then, now and yet to come. Putting them together but each piece doesn’t seem to fit with the other. I guess each is taken from a different puzzle; forming a picture of a different kind.

So what else is there left for me? Faith. That this is just a phase. As opposed to an addiction that might win over me.

Me and my senseless ramblings.